So Close and Yet So Far Away

Confusing as it may be, I get so close and within what appears to be seconds - 4 days actually- it automatically makes its way to be So Far Away once more. Pondering, How? and Why? is useless at this intrilute no doubt, but the slightest memories...

I am Hopeful Son, welcome home n let

It appears bitter sweet four days is all I got.   You wanted to come home, so you called.  "The door is never locked, my son."   On Thursday of Last week you came over, the house was still, I thanked God for this.  Guest were with family members last...