Answers do finally come when you least expect them.

I have been so blue, depressed, guilt had me buckled down tighly to the ground, no longer wanting to live, but knowing I wouldn't take my own life.  Sleeping came easily it's my best place to hide.  Weeping would be the only sound that would wake me...

At times all I have

At times all I have is your current photograph on your locked out Face Book page. No text, no call, just my wonderment that you are ok, better than nothing at all I quess? Your wall let's me know you have accepted new friendships, that's a good...

Welcomed visit from a Stranger I recognized after He left...

  In my lifetime I have been approach by strangers of many sorts. Some I didn’t mind so much, and some I rather not even try thinking of.   Some of the strangers whose faces I can’t even recall were usually male or female, who were in search...

Hazy days gone by

The lovely song Paul McCarthy wrote "Yesterday", ever so gently still lingers lovely everytime in recalling, are for me now but a hazy faded memory. Those teen age yesterday's went by too quickly as a matter of fact, at my young age of eighteen, I...

Hazy Days gone by

The lovely song Paul McCarthy wrote "Yesterday", ever so gently still lingers lovely everytime in recalling, are for me now but a hazy faded memory.  Those teen age yesterday's went by too quickly as a matter of fact, at my young age of eighteen,...

What I desire lies ahead and awaits me.....

A place of solitude, Grace, Love and Hope is where I'd Like to reside someday. An open place, with no peep hole, no key hole, nor a structured made up with four walls,  and definately not even  a door.   Nothing what so ever  to restrain me or...

I am so not Elaine!

   ELAINE NOT I   It’s really pretty sad and you keep getting me mad to be compared to your X Wife, little hints of comments “what got you into a mood swing?”   I'm "hot blooded" it’s true I do have temper which some times it does go...

IF I SWITCHED ROLES WITH YOU SON....

  What if I would have joined a gang son would that be cool with you? Tattooed smoking and being so cool.   Would that change things seeing Mama up to date, than rather the way I am, as you say, "so uptight"?   Working part time barely...

A RESTING PLACE....

     This is where I come to be this day, this morning, just me. To ponder on what I choose to see,      An idenity all my own, no one knows me, No pretending to be who people expect me to be.   I write my anquish, my fears, sometimes...

I GET IT, BUT THEN I DON'T...

  Dear Son: I get it, You are no longer a child, and after all you are past Twenty One.   But then I don't get why it means no further contact?   I get you are in search of your destiny, so "see you later Mommy" is what I thought,...

I GET IT, BUT THEN I DON'T!

Dear Son:  I get it, You are no longer a child, after all you are 21.       But then I don't get why it means no further contact? I get you are in search of your destiny, so "see you later Mommy" it has to be.       But I don't get how...